Day Twelve: Learning to say “No!” to myself, and the Store Cupboard Diet Project!

On my way home tonight I thought “I would love a Thai green with noodles”.  I knew I had all the makings at home bar noodles and tofu, which were the main part of my craving.  My inner monologue was convincing me that I was allowed to buy some tofu and noodles from Morrison’s on the way home with my daily fiver.

It took all my might for the Fiver Project voice to win and say “NO! Use what you’ve got!”  I can’t have noodles just because I fancy them on a whim.  I have a bigger goal in mind which means some discomfort now and profit later, when I am too old to graft or go cold and survive.  I need to learn to love my future self and treat her with respect, and that means putting her into a more well off position for her comfort and joy.  Noodle cravings are transient.

So I got home and had a can of soup to fill the hunger.  And the plan is that I need to be really really clear with myself that I need to eat what I’ve got first before buying more.

So, I need to use up the store cupboard.  All those dried pulses and all that brown rice.  The cans of chickpeas and the passata.  The random tubs of things I bought on a whim.  the umpteen olive oils.  Use it all up.  Use up the freezer stock before restocking.

I plan to live off cheap frozen veg like broccoli and cauliflower.  You can even buy frozen sliced mushrooms and peppers, which I do have in the freezer.  They are full of nutrients and fresh frozen so won’t go to waste like fresh food can.  So all meals need to be created from what I’ve got.  I can buy more frozen veg and fruit when I run out.  Apart from that, I am allowed to buy fresh salad, because I love it.  Those are the rules of this project within a project!

I really want to keep on minimalising and decluttering everything I own so that it will be possible to rent this flat out in the spring and be a bit of a sofa surfer – maybe even sleep in the car.  I see that as a cheeky adventure, not a sign of having fallen down.  I will be able to save far more.  I will be the woman who paid off her debt by living in a Citigo!  Watch me!  🙂 🙂

 

Zero spend today, but my starting amount of £8.53 today was actually phantom because I spent £17.96 on food in Aldi the other day and forgot to record it (I need to get better at noting it down immediately when I spend).  So I have added that in and now have a closing balance today of -4.43.  With tomorrow’s fiver I will just scrape back in to “credit” at 57p! So I really need to not spend anything tomorrow (Saturday – friends over for a pot luck supper).

Day Eleven – Zero Spend & Extreme Measures

No spend today. I’m really starting to notice those moments when I would just have gone into Amazon and ordered something as soon as I thought of it.

Tonight I made vegan cookies in the microwave for me and a friend. I used Hodmedods yellow split pea flour and coconut oil and coconut sugar. Coconut sugar burns easily so I suggested to Kate that I buy an alternative unrefined sugar for next time. Then I stopped myself. I have plenty of food to use up. I don’t need more unrefined plant sugar. Use what you’ve got.

On the way home from work earlier I fancied a decent coffee and nearly parked up by a lovely café before again realising this would eat well into my fiver.

So a successful zero spend day. Unfortunately though I am aware that I shopped at Aldi yesterday and forgot so didn’t record it. It was a sensible and necessary shop. None of that “Oh a thing I never knew I wanted” malarkey. But it was well over my daily balance. The learning from this is that I had lost sight of my daily balance through fear and avoidance. I need to be really clear what my balance is and I need to keep hold of receipts so I can record spends straight away.

Anyway this means that I have a phantom balance of £3.53 but sadly it is more likely to be -£15. If possible then I really must not spend for the next few days to get this back into at least a zero balance.

Lots of learning in this early stage of my journey. Lots of flops! Definitely harder than I was expecting. But I am still massively motivated and supercharged to keep going.

I am excited about getting possible airbnb tenants in my bedroom and moving into my sitting room. This will help loads. Tonight, after reading Financial Panther’s blog post about extreme measures I even mooted the idea of renting out my whole flat, moving into my car and living off microwave rice cooked at work each evening, showering at work and ultimately saving 90% of my ‘disposable’ income. I’m not really even joking! My plan is to use any funds from airbnbing my bedroom towards a van so I can live in that (well up for that! My fiancé leaving me has given me permission to follow a long held dream to be itinerant). My car though is a tiny citigo and I suspect in December this would be a death wish. Not to mention the cost in massage when my back goes from being folded up on the back seat!

Can you think of any other extreme ways (beside my burgeoning side hustle plans) I can save and pay my debt more quickly?

Thanks for reading.

X

Day Ten Done! Project Balance £3.53

 

Day Eight involved just putting in a tiny bit of petrol (£5!) and seeing how long it would last me!

Well, when I type this I am afraid it will be as new to me as it is to you! The funeral last week rather knocked me for six. But I do think I have done well at sticking to the plan. let’s see if I am right or wrong.

I am going to take this from Day one using the Daily Balance Sheet which has gone only up to Day Three so far and which page will probably be retired as I can’t seem to update it daily. I shall figure a way of keeping this up to date for my own accountability.

Day Four and Day Five spends are here and here.

Day Six – I drove from the midlands to home, spending £18.50 on petrol, a samosa and an espresso in a garage. Taking me into a debit balance of the project rules of -£4.21. A rap across the knuckles is in order. Thank goodness for the £5.71 incoming into the project’s imaginary purse the next day. Learning? Pack food even for return journey and have a flask with me to fill up before leave where I’ve stayed. Even without the food and espresso though, the petrol was £16.50

Day Seven – Back home, shopped at Aldis for basics (salad, frozen fruit) = £7.46. Another debit balance of -£6.10 Oh Dearie me! Lots to learn yet.

Day Eight – £5 exactly on petrol.

Day Nine – (From this day, we start with £5 not £5.57 available to spend or accrue). Spend – added to the £48 from savings towards handywoman job which is not counted (the savings are for using for these necessaries) I put £7 from the Fiver Project. So a debit balance again of -£1.47. Gah! I was doing so well. I am reminding myself that successful people failed loads first!

Day ten brings us up to date. Despite hankering for a new handbag to replace my ropey old thing (and I would happily make it a cheapish one) I have kept my spending finger away from the keyboard and can happily report no spend today. Phew! I think the travelling and the funeral and fatigue derailed me a little and I need to learn to manage that to be with a chance of doing this properly.

So tomorrow, I will wake with an £3.53 balance and do all within my power to keep it accruing, not reducing!

Thanks for reading 🙂

Teething Problems – mea culpa!

Well, I haven’t checked in properly for a few days, largely because I was exhausted after the funeral (I have CFS) and also perhaps because I hate writing when I am not feeling creatively inspired or don’t feel I have anything meaningful to offer.  I get chronic writers block from fear of failure!

So, I have just told myself to just write anyway and see what it happens.  it’s clear I can’t keep up a daily bulletin of spending at all times, so I am going to keep a paper note and update weekly.  I will update spending so far in a post after posting this.

As you may know from this post, I have changed this project to the actually, really fiver project.  So not £5.57 a day, but £5 a day.  Five a Day!  This is because I read this post  which motivated me to save that extra £17pcm from daily spend and put it to work towards my debt.  I completely rejigged my budget (updated budget coming soon) and it looked like I could whack my debt down quite healthily and also put some aside each month for dental, emergencies etc (not quite saving up an emergency fund, but putting aside for unplanned but necessary payments).  

Unfortunately, things have gone a bit awry – already.

I had two things booked in for home improvements before I started this project and haven’t been able to realistically cancel them.  Anyway, they are very necessary if I hope to let out my property longer term, or indeed to sell.  As an aside, I am fast learning that owning a home costs a fortune even on a tiny mortgage of £50k like mine, with home improvements and so forth.  I may have to follow Dave Ramsey’s advice and sell up my money-eating flat and invest in other things, but only if it makes sense at the time.  Rent is so costly these days in the UK, so that’s thinking for another day.  That said, even pressing 40 next month, as a single woman, I am thinking of moving into shared accommodation to allay isolation and save pennies.

So, the home improvements.  I had Jane the Handywoman come to finalise a few bits that I couldn’t do, that only cost £55 and she is well worth it. I subbed myself £48 from my savings account (thus emptying it) and the rest came from my accrued Fiver Project daily money.  So that’s fine.

I also have gardeners here re-landscaping my garden which was basically a dump.  It was absolutely horrendous.  Trust me! As always happens with these things, the initial quote of £550-£600 has escalated to £900 – GAH!  I literally do not have the funds to pay it.  I was going to cover the £550 in two installments from my bank and live off thin air.  This was absolutely not a good plan and further evidence of my ignorance and immaturity around money.

I have had to apply for a £1500 loan with Shawbrook at 14%.  This is going to cover the garden, the shed project (the shed is not currently fit for storing anything and if I am going to let my place I need to store my things safe from damp in there), fitting a door in my sitting room so that it can be my private bedsit if I just rent out my bedroom, and possibly purchase of a bed sofa if there is any change.  So it is initial outlay for the purpose of rental.  Not ideal as I had set myself the challenge of not spending anything that wasn’t my money and allocated to that purpose.   But this is the last time EVER EVER EVER EVER.  I promise so damned hard!  I promise.  Gosh, it feels good to confess my sins like this!

In positive news, I have just listed my flat on Airbnb even though my place isn’t perfect yet.  Hurrah!  I am usually always waiting for perfect and never getting anywhere.  I have made it clear in the listing that the flat is a work in progress and thus cheap.  This premature listing will mean I will be sofa surfing at kind friends if I get bookings.  Going to work from a suitcase will be challenging.  but it will be an adventure!  And getting my debt paid down quicker will make it worth it.

I felt a bit demotivated on my frugal project today as a result of these flops.  Then I watched this sugarmamma.tv video and reminded myself of my goals.  I am signed up to so many blogs and newsletters now that money is on my mind all the time, but in a really healthy and fun way, which has never happened before.  So I know I can do this, even with this setback.

I read a blog recently on signing up as a Viewber.  I have applied and am awaiting vetting.  Despite having CFS I am determined to do as many side hustles as possible alongside my dayjob.  If I get into a routine I should be able to stay motivated.  The Airbnb might be the hardest bit, all those bedding changes, and living as a hobo myself… We shall have to see how it goes.

This is the tough bit, and it is just the beginning.  Teething problems.  I can do this!  I can do this!

Initial plan: Pay down my debt by side hustling, hopefully getting an incremental payrise* in June, and living as frugally and minimally as possible.

Next step: After debt paid, start the real saving.

Next step: Then onto investments.

It’s a long journey ahead, and I am starting really late at nearly 40.  I will talk elsewhere in a blog post about my money upbringing and how I got here.  But now I am focussed on the future!  I am so motivated and inspired by the blogs and content I am reading – I know this is going to turn out rosy!

*Someone commented on my first post that I should just get a better paid job.  Well, I am paid the average salary for the UK, and I love my team and my organisation.  It’s a long game.  they have invested about £10k in me already this year for training.  they are adding strings to my bow that I can take anywhere.  But I want to stay loyal to my organisation and build my reputation and experience before probably going solo or for a bigger promotion at a later date.  So that’s why the “get a better paid job” is not really an answer.  The answer for me in my unique circumstances is to be frugal, side hustle, pay down debt and then use the freed up salary once it is paid to save and invest – by which time I am sure my career will be seeing the fruit of my endeavours.  

 

 

Nope, let’s make it £5 per day and throw another £17pcm at debt

I’m addicted to reading all the finance/frugal/saving/debt pay off etc blogs I can find. So motivating to keep on saving and learning about making money work for you.

When I read this blog about savings tonight

https://www.makingsenseofcents.com/2017/12/how-much-money-should-i-save.html

I made a snap decision.

That 57p a day? Let’s cut it. Gasp!

Well, it hardly makes a difference as spending money, and it means the project is 100% The Fiver Project if we cut the 57p. That 57p a day will work far harder as an additional £17 pcm saving or debt repayments.

Currently, with my huge debt repayments from my appalling overspending habit of the last few years from which I am finally cold turkeying, I am only able to put aside £20pcm in savings.

One tenner goes automatically from my salary into my credit union savings at source along with my credit union loan repayments at source (a wopping £360+). Another tenner goes from my monthly income by direct debit into saving.

If I add the new £17 to that tenner, that makes a total of £37pcm which could be saved per month. This doesn’t include my pension contributions from my salary which will go some way to ensuring something of an income after I reach retirement age. But ideally, I will retire from the rat race early and make my own living once I have saved and invested. But first: debt repayments. Those are a long slog in themselves before the real financial independence projects start.

So £37, isn’t quite the 20% of my salary Making Sense talks about in her blog. That would be a nice £433pcm. I will be able to easily afford that once my debts are repaid, since I am currently spending far more than that on debt repayments anyway. It will feel far more rewarding paying it towards freedom but for now I must focus on debt.

I clearly need to pay off debt before starting serious savings anyway. So for now I will tuck away that extra 57p a day with the tenner direct debt and divide it between my two 0% credit cards so they are nearer paid in full by the end of the 0% period.

So, the original amounts were £61 on Baraycard, £25 on MBNA. Since MBNA runs out sooner than Barclaycard I shall go top heavy on MBNA.

That’s 17+10+ 25+61= 113 to put towards debt instead of saving. Put 25pcm on Barclaycard for now, leaves 88 to throw at MBNA until it runs out (then lump sum at end with a new budget).

I will update the budget and spending count tomorrow, change direct debits on credit cards and stop saving for the time being (except obligatory tenner for credit union) until debt is smashed. Then use ALL the money I will be used to using for paying down debt, straight into savings.

I have been recovering from all things funeral this week, so have got a bit behind on updates.

Hurrah for bedtime resolutions.

Nnight.

Fiver.

X

Day Five – Family in Warwickshire

Day Five 1st Dec 2017

Opening Balance: £19.50

Spend: £3.50 meal contribution! ***Amended on 06/12/2017 – I realised this wasn’t true at all!  On the way back from Warwick we stopped at a Co-op and I bought emergency sandwiches for me and my stepgrandmother as well as soya milk.  = £7.28 meaning total spend = £10.78 (not a cheap day really after all for this newly converted frugarian!)***

Closing Balance: 16.14 £ 8.72

A lovely meal with family at Ryton Organic Gardens, coffee in Warwick, evensong at St Mary’s. Treated to a meal- contributed my change!

Day Four -Funeral

Day Four.

30/11/2017

Opening Balance: £13.93

Spend: 0

Closing balance: £13.93

Well, today was a very sad but exceptionally wonderful day. The large room in the crem was jammed full.

I am just back from an amazing Indian meal with some family after the wake. And a zero spend. I feel very blessed to have been treated to a lovely meal.

Frustratingly though, those two extra meals I bought in Tesco?  When I got back to my AirbnB I realised I had put them in the cupboard not the fridge and, being rice based and warm and condensationy, they had spoilt.  Losing ostensibly £4 in the bin – GAH!  Learning? Check the labels and wake up!

A long day. More words tomorrow. Good night. xx

Day Three: A battle of my wills in Tesco.

Day 3

29/11/2017

Opening balance: £16.71

Spent: £8.35 on provisions for trip (quick dinners & breakfast & snacks) in Tesco.

Saved £4!

Closing balance: £8.36 (boo- I don’t like it going down. How very addictive this accumulation is!)

I realise more and more as I get started in these very early days of this year-long project that I have long had a very unhealthy relationship with money. I have abused it, ignored it, taken advantage of it and failed to allow myself to notice when it was running out, as it frequently did.

Today, I congratulated myself on getting to day three with a zero spend and an accrued balance of £16.71. I thought I would probably need that for fuel for my drive to the Midlands today. Normally on a long journey I fill up my tank to be on the safe side but, with a 3/4 full little city car I thought I’d see how far it would get before I had to throw some pennies in the tank.

At Gloucester, about half way, I drove to Tesco Extra to grab some provisions. I had not packed any breakfast things or easy dinners, and knew I would need something tonight when I arrived at the Airb&b.

This is where I was a bit shocked by my attitude to money. When I checked my wallet as I went into Tesco, I was surprised to find £15. I couldn’t for the life of me remember how it got there. Absolutely no recollection of having withdrawn any cash recently or obtaining notes in change. I generally always use my wavy card thing for small purchases, rather than carry cash. I was so surprised that I almost convinced myself that this was special, extra money that I could spend outside the fiver project. This, I reasoned, would enable me to buy the food I needed and not eat into my allowance which I needed for fuel.

Halfway round the supermarket I gave myself a stern telling off. This was definitely fiver project money, and must be treated as such. I’ve got to stop spinning myself untruths in an attempt to get the better of me. Not least because it in fact derails me rather than serves me.

I had a bit of a quandary when I found that the thing I was going to get for dinner was on a 3 for 2 offer. Did I buy one for £2 which was all I needed or take two more in case I need them while I am up in the Midlands? I got a few aisles away with three in my basket, turned back, replaced two, turned back and picked them up again. I decided that £4 for three evening meals instead of £6 was a good deal.

A similar quandary happened around porridge oats. I had forgotten to pack any and so picked up some lovely looking gluten and dairy free micro oat pots for 75p each, one for each morning. Further round, I saw a big bag of oats for 75p. It seemed a no brainer so I put back the pots. I can use a bowl in the airb&b and take my oats home with me. I already have plenty, but loving porridge as I do, they will get used.

Back at the car, I looked at the receipt, which I rarely do usually. The total seemed a bit steep- £10.35. I realised that the 3 for 2 offer hadn’t been applied. Oh god- could I be bothered to get back out into the cold, dark car park and walk all the way back into capitalist mecca and quibble over two pounds. I was tired. And hungry. But my Fiver Project head said Do It! And so I dragged myself back in the cold. And the thrill of seeing those two shiny pound coins going back in my purse was amazing. A completely unexpected feeling. Like I had made money from thin air. I was delighted!

But it struck me, as I continued driving, that not knowing why I had £15 in my wallet was a pretty damning insight into my financial attitude. My initial apathy about recovering my two hard-earned pounds from the clutches of the Tesco Mammon. And my internal fight about whether I steal the £15 from the project and use it separately. All very interesting. I am learning so much already.

In exciting news, my tiny little car made it all the way up here without even beeping at me about fuel. So no spend there yet. I am safely installed at the Airb&b. A lovely house with a great landlady and her young children plus other Airb&bers which meant an interesting evening of conversation at the table. An unexpected – and free – evening of socialising with interesting people. Let’s see then what tomorrow, a very sad day for me and my family saying a final goodbye to our patriarch, brings.

X

Day Two – Budget adjustment, Spotify and Dropbox

Day Two

28/11/2017

Day’s allowance: £5.41 rollover from yesterday plus today’s £5.41 = £10.82 Well, so I thought!

Amount spent today: £0 – Yey me!

How did I not spend any money?
I have eaten only food in the cupboards and not driven anywhere, getting a lift the one time I had to go out.  I am going to a funeral later this week and usually I would buy a new smart black outfit, but this is now impossible.  Instead, my amazing friend came around with a bag of black clothes so that I could put a new-to-me outfit together and not feel like I was attending my grandad’s funeral in my ordinary smart black work clothes.

Amount to be rolled over: £16.71.  Wait? £16.71 doesn’t sound right! What, how did that happen?!  That’s not 3 x £5.41!

Well no.  So, I’ve had a bit of a moral dilemma today about how to reflect some new budget changes into my daily allowance, and still comply with The Rules.

When I posted my budget yesterday, I still had a Dropbox account, which I thought was costing me £9.99 pcm.  I also thought my Spotify was costing me £4.99 (student rate).  When I checked, I realised I had got these two things wrong!  Spotify was costing me £9.99 (I had forgotten I can’t get student Spotify with NUS card anymore and can’t use the Unidays link – more on my cheeky NUS card deal in a later post!) and Dropbox £7.99.  So I thought those combined were an outgoing of £14.98, instead they were an outgoing of  £17.98.  Eeek.  This was going to really eat into my daily allowance and potentially take me to  much closer to that fiver a day than that 41p safety net!

I have struggled with the cost of Dropbox, finding it quite unreasonable for my light-use purposes, as I really only use it to sync photos from my phone for backup storage.  I have a few shared folders and documents on there but nothing which couldn’t live on my laptop really.  It just feels like nearly a tenner a month I didn’t value.  So, as I went to bed last night, I set my Dropbox photos to copy overnight to my Google Drive, which I had only just realised gives free photo storage  (at lower quality, but I really don’t mind).  When I woke up this morning, about 18000 of 24000 had successfully moved.  Who knows why the rest hadn’t, but I valued my time too much to bother investigating.  I closed my Dropbox 1TB account.  What Dropbox does is stop billing you or offering any more space than the free basic account amount, but it doesn’t delete anything you are already using over that basic storage amount when you cancel the paid service.  So those photos so far uploaded are safe there for free, and I can just upload to Google Drive instead!  Hurrah.  So that was an instant saving of £7.99 pcm.  I won’t be billed at the beginning of December and this makes me £7.99 a month better off. But I was also a bit worse off because I was wrong about the Spotify figure.  I am not ready to detach from Spotify just yet.  I use it everywhere, at home, work and in my car or on the train.  I think £9.99 is a bargain – the price of a cheap CD a month and you get any track you want all day long.  So that’s staying.

With the slight increase to my budget of Spotify and the nice decrease by dropping Dropbox, I find that my £5.41 has changed to £5.57.

What I did next might be up for debate as to its fitting in The Rules.  What do you think about this?

So, having just woken up and a bit bleary, I acted on instinct without thinking.   I thought to myself, oh that’s great, I will absorb the saving into my daily rate, recalculating the new monthly leftover total down to the daily rate and coming to £5.57.  I even changed the header in this blog, from £5.41 to £5.57, and edited all the posts and my Twitter header with the new figure.

A bit later, I thought… hang on.  Is that against The Rules?  Wasn’t I supposed to put any savings – which is what this is – straight into my savings account, as per rule 10?

10. Don’t fritter it, grow it!  If you make unexpected monies, like gifts, windfalls, refunds etc – these all go in savings.  They are not to be spent or added to the accrued daily allowance.  There is a danger you will spend them because you think it’s ‘free money’ and not only that you will probably ignore rule  8 and just buy something unnecessary on a whim, rather than put it by for something on the rule 7 list.  So just put it straight in savings.  The exciting things you can do with savings include putting them towards investments, to grow wealth!

Well, on re-reading I think I can interpret myself (!!) as meaning one-off savings or refunds should not be reabsorbed.  It doesn’t mention if I delete a monthly spend from my whole budget.  That said, it did feel slightly wrong, even though we are only talking about 16p a day, that’s just over a fiver a month to be used for daily living, and it also keeps me in the “fiver-ish” daily mark for the authenticity of the blog and project.

I decided that if I delete anything else from my budget as from today that I don’t get to use this excuse again, but as this was only Day Two and I am finding my feet with The Rules, we could let this one go!  But hold me to account if I start making more such excuses for my snap decisions about money, won’t you!?

So, how is the money saving going?  And how do I feel about this project on day two?

Well, yesterday I was really excited.  I am typically very excited about projects at first, and then get bored!  But I wrote myself a note yesterday, which is almost another rule, or at least, a guiding principle.

“I don’t have to do the blog, but I do have to do the fiver a day project (to be able to live within my means and get out of debt, not into more) so I might as well do the blog anyway”.

I wrote this because I know I struggle sometimes to set my thoughts to the page, as if once written they can’t be unwritten and maybe they will be judged and I won’t be able to handle it.  I used to write prolifically whereas now I actively shy away from it.  So I knew I would make excuses and try and wriggle out of doing the blog, but also that doing the blog is an imperative facet of ensuring the success of the project.  It will keep me accountable and focussed.  That’s if I don’t rebel against myself and give up.  I must not give up!

So tonight, I felt completely unwilling to write this entry.  Oh God, who’s going to care about all this?  I thought.  Why am I writing into thin air?!  And I haven’t any inspiration tonight.  My words will be dull and lifeless.  But then I argued back “it doesn’t matter.  Just write anyway.  Something useful will come out.  And by getting into the habit, it will get easier.  It will be good for you to practise a daily habit”.  And so I forced this blog post out through gritted keystrokes.  The bit about Dropbox and Spotify?  I nearly glossed over it completely by editing the whole project overview I posted yesterday as though it was always £5.57, but reminded myself “this blog is to hold yourself to account.  If you are not honest, what is the point?” 

That’s going to be an obstacle.  That natural inclination to present the face of “everything’s going fine” when actually I might make mistakes or screw up.  It all needs to be recorded.  Otherwise, how will a change be made and lessons learnt

  So, in short, I have made an excellent saving of £7.99 pcm, but had to add £4.99 pcm straight back due to my Spotify woopsie.

And, more success!  I didn’t spend any money today.  Hurrah!

I am so committed to this project.  I need to relearn my old habits.  My Buy it Now mentality has to stop, otherwise my debt is going to completely drown me.  I have just saved myself at the last minute by the skin of my teeth, first by consolidating some of my cards into a personal loan last week, and now by starting this project to tackle the debt repayments and find a way to live within my means and stop spending spending spending indiscriminately.

I remind myself that I am lucky.  Even though I see less than half my gross salary land in my bank after credit union deductions at source because of my previous poor money management, I do still have a salary.  I can pay my tiny mortgage (why tiny? Another post!) and bills with that half salary.  I can just scrape my debt payments, so the bailiffs won’t come knocking.  And then I have £5.57 left for food and petrol and, maybe, some toiletries or clothes or gifts if I have been really good.  Some people don’t even have £5.57 income a day to pay for warmth and somewhere to live.  I am lucky.

But I must tackle this, or that person could be me.  Flat repossessed, homeless and jobless.

Don’t ask me how I will pay the dentist when I next go!  I haven’t figured that out yet, it’s not in my budget and just occurred to me.  I guess maybe that’s going to have to be a “use the savings?” dilemma when it comes up.  Putting money aside each month to use at the dentist isn’t my worst idea yet though really, so…

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Tomorrow, I drive about three-four hours to stay in an AirBnB (already paid for by pre-project me – phew!) ready for a family funeral on Thursday.  I come back Saturday.  My car has over half a tank of petrol but I suspect it will need at least another half or so, about £20-£30 worth.  So that will be just over five day’s allowance.  Tomorrow I will have £16.71 in the Project available to spend.  I shall drive until I get too near the red for comfort and then add £16 and see how I get on!  I shall keep you posted.  There may be some against the rules “pre borrowing” for petrol if I get caught out, but I think driving to my grandad’s funeral and back is probably not counted as “frivolous overspending”.  Another one to maybe let go?!  But you know, if this becomes a habit – tell me!

Next week, I have a much bigger dilemma involving a pre-booked garden landscaping project costing £600-£650 and how on earth to cover the payments within the project rules.  One to look forward to.

Thanks for reading, I’d love to hear what you think of the project and whether I will succeed 🙂

Fiver x